I'm so mad right now, I can barely express it in words. I'm furious, I'm raging mad, I want to punch something so hard that my hand breaks. I really don't get people, why don't they listen, or just be reasonable? Especially boys, I really don't get why they think what they do is cool. Sometimes they just say that they don't feel like doing that thing, or they don't want to, and I just don't get it. What they 'don't feel like doing' can sometimes end up wasting everyone else's time.
I've been having a really bad week, even though it's only Tuesday, I'm hoping that the week will get better. Somehow, everyday, there's at least one thing I get really upset about it. When I tell it to my friends or whatever, it doesn't seem that big of a deal. When I think it in my head and connect it with all my other thoughts, I feel worthless. I have to put on a fake smile everyday just so I seem normal. When I say I put on a fake smile, that's saying something. I usually smile because I feel like it, and I'm always smiling, but when I don't feel happy, I do kind of show it. Now I have to fake my day through, and it just makes me feel worse.
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