5/1/11

Today's my friend's birthday and we were suppose to go out and celebrate, but we couldn't. My friend's parents didn't allow going outside to play because SAT Math is next week. My friend's studying like every single day for it. Taking classes after school everyday for an hour, not being able to go out with friends on weekends, and taking practice tests almost every other day. I would hate to have to live like that, even just for a couple of weeks. I really don't want my sophomore year to come, I'm afraid of all that school pressure and the grades. On the contrary, I want freshmen year to end, because it's been a painful year. Right now I really feel that I hate high school, it's the worst! I miss middle school so much, I miss how we could roam freely. I miss how grades were important but never as important as high school. I miss how I only had like at most 4 hours of homework, depending on how long the assignment was. I just miss how free, happy, stress-free I was. Now I'm buried deep in homework, constantly worrying about my grades and feeling like the world's most stupid person.