4/19/11

The musical production did our first run through today, it took like almost two hours! It was really fun though, and it went pretty well. Even though I'm the ensemble, I still feel a bit important. The musical doesn't have that many people, so each part is important, no matter how small. One important thing was that I always though the Hot Box Girl's dance was really embarrassing because we had to act really giggly. For some reason, I managed to be really giggly, and I didn't feel embarrassed at all. I use to be afraid because it was unnatural, but it's not anymore. It's a part of the performance, so I just took time and enjoyed it. I love being able to enjoy my performance so I don't get nervous and mess up. I think that's the joy of performing. For the first time, I feel the true happiness and excitement of performing. I can't be too sure though, because this was only a run through. I hope that even in front of an audience I'll still feel the same and be able to enjoy this performance.