This is one of the worst days I've had in a long time. Ever since after lunch I've been feeling down, and there's two reasons. One, it's because of the stupid chair in PASMUN. He thinks he's all that, and that he can control all the delegates just because for the first time in his pathetic life that he's in charge. THAT'S EXACTLY THE OPPOSITE OF REALITY, because he has no control over a lot of his delegates. Not because that the delegates are being disrespectful, but that the chair is worthy of our respect. It really makes me mad that he puts PASMUN in front of TAIMUN. One thing for sure, he needs to get his priorities straight!
Second thing is that my music abilities have gotten worse. For the past two years I've been in the school choir, so everyday I was listened and trained to listen and sing harmonies. Since I've moved back to Taiwan, I don't get a lot of chances to exercise my singing or hearing, so it got a lot worse. I'm pitchy and sometimes off pitch really easily. That doesn't usually happen to me, and I'm really upset over it. Music means a lot to me, you can really say it's my life. I live by music, and it's basically just as important and having family or friends. I love music, I want to major in music, but by thinking about how I suck at it, makes me want to cry. I feel like the things I love are slowly slipping away from me.
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