6/13/11

I'm not sure if we still need to do the blogs for the last day of school, but I'm posting one just in case. Today's the official last day of school, which I did not go to. My parents called to school to tell them I'm going to be absent today. I thought it wasn't going to be a big day, and that nothing big would happen. However, when I went to school for basketball practice, I got three awards. I got three awards, and I was appointed class representative. I'm kind of curious what awards I got because I didn't really expect to get any awards. I asked Danny why I was appointed for class representative, and he told me I was responsible and Pamela likes me. I'm not crazy about the fact that I'm a class rep, but I'm not disappointed about it. It's good that Pamela likes me, and that people think I'm responsible! The only thing is that, I'm really lazy, and I'm not sure if I'll be a good class rep. Anyways, I'm going to try my best, be responsible, and get rid of my laziness once in a while.

6/9/11

I just got back home from the end of year school event. I am so tired that I could literally fall asleep while typing this blog post. I danced like crazy tonight, I danced like how I would dance if I was in a dance back in California. It was really fun, but super tiring at the same time! It was really cool but dangerous that there were four chairs all put together to make a small stage. When I got up there, I felt like I was going to fall face flat onto the floor at times.
I can't believe we have a test tomorrow morning, I just want to sleep in like summer. I can't wait til summer, I'm so excited that you can't even imagine. I got all my summer planned out, and I really hope it'll go as planned. If it doesn't, I'm going to be so disappointed that I'll cry! My summer will be busy, but at least I'll still be able to sleep in! I love sleeping in, it makes me so happy and free! I hate having to wake up for school, or practice or rehearsal, it makes me feel caged.

6/8/11

I'm super tired from musical rehearsals, even though it's not full dressed. It's not full dress, meaning makeup, hair, costumes, everything, but costumes are already enough. Our mission band costume finally came, and I don't really like it that much. It's gigantic on all the mission band members, and the pants are humongous too! The backstage dressers tried to help by pinning it small with those needles. However, it kept on poking me whenever I move or take out the costume. I'm really tired of musical now, it's not fun anymore. I only joined musical production because it seemed fun, but not anymore. It was kind of fun when Ms. Alison was here, but definitely not now, with all this mess going on. The dress rehearsal are really messy, and there's no one to change it. A lot of people, like almost everyone, doesn't like how the director right now is directing. He doesn't really know what he's doing, and the reasons for his unreasonable decisions. I think a lot of people are going to agree with me that no one's going to participate in the musical next year. I heard that a lot of people are already deciding that they're not doing musical next year. I kind of want to do the same, because I don't like musical anymore, especially now. I just hope that Ms. Alison will either come back or come and save us!

6/7/11

I am so excited for summer, I can't wait till summer break is here! Today, I took two finals, well, technically one final and one test. I don't know how I did on my finals and tests, and I really don't care that much. I am finally free from test, quizzes, finals, homework, and stress! I can finally relax, sit at home, and feel comfortable and happy. Even though there's still school days left, I have tech week. It's where all the musical people practice or rehearse at the theater. We still have to wake up really early, and we still work. The only thing different is that we have no homework, and it's probably more fun than going to school. I'm excited but yet lazy to go to rehearsals tomorrow, Thursday, and Friday.
I'm just so happy right now, I feel overjoyed with relaxation. I know that kind of doesn't make sense, but I'm just really happy, relaxed, and kind of tired. I got my yearbook today, I have almost all the seniors sign it. I didn't get some signatures, and I really want to get every one's signatures. However, I have tech week for the rest of the week so I can't. I'm just going to ask all the orchestra and musical people sign it, when there's time. I can't believe it's the end of the year, I'm so excited! YAY SUMMER BREAK!

6/6/11

Wow, I totally flipped out today after school. Well I kind of have a legit reason, to me that is. To boys or whoever else, it might not be a big deal, but for me it is. Seriously, one of the things I care most about is boys being gentlemen. If you don't have your respect for girls, I don't have respect for you. Today during basketball practice, the sun was burning hot outside. The girls basketball team wanted to practice under the shade. The captain already told the boys' captain that from now on, the girls are practicing under the shade. However, the stupid new captain said that "oh, naw, not today." Because of that, the girls had to practice an hour and a half under scorching rays of fire from the sun. Seriously, are they even male?! Do they even have respect or courtesy towards girls? What sissies!
Another thing that gets me mad is people yelling in my face, especially if it's just for fun. NO ONE, and I really do mean NO ONE, yells in my face. After practice, I just want to change out of the sweaty clothes. I wanted to change in E13 because it's closer, and almost no one is in it, except for Kyle. So, Jingmin and I asked him to leave. Suddenly, Tim and other people come in and start hogging up the place. I just wanted to tell him to leave because I just needed like 2 minutes to change, but no. He had to go and yell in my face, and other people laughed. I understand that he meant it as a joke, but it's not funny. It's not even close to funny. The same guy made the whole girls basketball team to practice under the sun, also yells in my face thinking it's funny. I haven't been this angry in a LONG time. I don't feel like studying or do anything, I just want to punch that guy in the face so hard his family can't even recognize him.

6/5/11

I went to the graduation on Saturday, and I cried! I'm so sad that they seniors are leaving, I don't want them to leave! I was kind of crying and then Derek asked "why are you crying?!" I just laughed and said "because all my senior friends are leaving." Then Derek just laughed at me and walked away. I can't believe they're actually graduating, and leaving us. I know they're going to visit, but not being able to see them just kills me. Thinking about how PAS is going to be when they're gone is just...painful. I hate how empty the school's going to be. I hate how I won't be able to see them everyday in the halls, or have fun with them during practices. I'm going to miss the seniors so much, have fun in college!
Saturday was a really awesome day, it was overall a happy day. First, graduation went really well, the seniors are finally graduating! After, I went home and my brother took me out to dinner. My parents are out of country, so he drove me downtown and we had ramen. I actually had a really good time, because we kept laughing. I now realize how childish my brother and I are. It's really nice to know that my brother actually cares about me, rather than just knowing he exists.

6/2/11

I hate hypocrites, people who don't keep their promises. I especially hate it if that hypocrite is a teacher or adult. Adults are always saying that they're responsible and they keep their promises, but it's a lie! For the musical rehearsal today, we were suppose to run through from 1:30 to 4 in the afternoon, that's it. After four o'clock, we could go, we didn't have to stay extra or whatever. However, when it was actually four, the teacher kept on talking and talking! I mean, if the teacher is talking, I guess I'll listen, only if it applies to me or to the general people. A lot of what the teacher is saying, doesn't matter to my character at all! After it was four, the teacher kept on talking, and even told us to take a break then come back again! The teacher is such a hypocrite! The teacher expected us to do another run through of the musical, after he told us we could leave at four. What is this?!
 I really hate this teacher, he's not even suppose to be the director of this musical. The only reason he's in charge of it is because Ms. Alison isn't here. Even Ms. Alison said, when she's gone, Sunny is actually in charge. We listen to Sunny a lot more than the teacher, because we like Sunny. Not just because we like Sunny, it's also because she's not trying to change the whole play!

6/1/11

I think I might have strep throat because I Googled the symptoms, and it matched most of it. It says that your throat will swell up and it'll hurt every time you swallow. My throat feels like it's pregnant and I can't swallow properly. I tried eating dinner today, and I could only eat less than one third of it. It's to a point where it hurts even when I swallow saliva. I've never had strep throat before, and I'm searching how to cure it or make it better. A lot of websites said to go to your doctor and get it checked out. I haven't been to a doctor to look at my health in years. I kind of want to go to a doctor and get my throat checked out, may be they'll give me medications. I heard there's some antibiotics that work really well, but I don't know where to get them. The best I can do right now is drink warm water. I'm drinking warm water with airborne dissolved into the water. It's really painful when I swallow, so I hope this will help at least a little bit.